Numb and Hollow

Not a very creative title eh?

hmm.. I'm not feeling very creative.. that's probably the last thing I feel right now..

I've never been so hurt before..

I could have trusted him with my life.. but one mistake and.. the tables turn?

I never gave any thought to armor when I was around him..

So when he turned around and lashed at me it broke something deep inside who's name I don't know.. who can't be mended.. but who I know is essential to feeling..

I think this could be shock O_o

I Could have trusted him with my life.. now it feels as though.. the second it hurts him he'll turn around and push me off himself..

Oh I trust him.. I trust his word..

But I don't trust him.. not with my life.. not with my heart

And now I can feel the tears with its grip on my throat.. but they don't come out

I guess I'm in shock