Eclipse

Voices croon into my ear, singing something about love,lost,hurt,someone breaking her/his heart, all failing to soothe the hollow feeling in my chest

Even the beatles can't bring a smile to my face

Again I recall the bitter-sweet memories of our meeting today..

His skin was stunning, sun kissed and golden like a summer day, no one could deny that his skin was dark but not it in the way most might think and some look.. His features weren't mared or hard to make out, he didn't look as if he was standing in a shadow.. He looked like he WAS the sun, everything about him glowed, and everything around him seemed to glow with the same life

His eyes warm brown like a cup of coa coa and so endearing that I felt my will to stay friends ebb into a distant hum, the corners of my mouth automatically turned up and my eyes smiled with a pure content happy only he could put there, the best way to understand how I felt looking at him would be to listen to "whole new world"

His mouth quirked into his signature shy smile, oh.. My favorite, I begged him for another, embarrased he refused sticking out his tongue, and I couldnt help a giggle

His expression changes from teasing and fun to adoring and love filled within a minute, Girls look even more beautiful after the break up, that split second after everything shattered me, outside I smiled at the compliment as I fought inside to my tears inside, I desperetly clawed down the urge to scream and sob how much I loved him, how much I needed him, how much I wanted him.. How I wanted to wake up next to him for the rest of my life

He looked down distracted by his friend's text, I welcomed the break, took a breath and steadied my self, looked down at my own friend's innappropriate question and grinned a little

He met my eyes with that charming mischevous look and I inhaled a little too quickly, taking in all that was HIM

He laughed, white teeth showing, open, confident, free, making my breath hitch and making tears spring to my eyes

He started getting busy, I took my leave being a supportive friend.. His glow eclipsed by the feeling of incredible loss

I let him go, yes its for the best, but you let him go.. Dumb girl, you let him go, and now theres a hole in your chest and in your world

No song, can try and fix that.