Friday, May 24, 2013

That smile..

"You look so content" he said to me..

"I've never been so content in my life" I replied

And honestly.. Not to be arrogant.. But that was saying something..

Content is feeling like you're complete.. like there is nothing else you need.. A warmth spreads through you,starting deep in your chest and then melts and floods the rest of your body with Golden Aura

Your skin Glows like the Sun

Your eyes begin to close.. and every now and then they press together till morning light pries them open

Unwelcome Goobye

She Screamed at me "Its Your Fault!"

"It's You, You killed him"

"He didn't wanna watch his BABY GIRL Die.." "So he did"

"He's not my dad hes Yours"

 "Nobody else mattered to him.. No one, Not even Mom"

"How does it feel? To know he didn't care about YOU"

"He's a bastard.. A motherfucking Bastard"

My mom hugged my sister into silence ..hushing her

I smirked and walked away

My mom called after me in a exasperated  hoarse whisper through my sisters hair.. "Cash.. Your just like your father"

I turned and smiled darkly and whispered back.. "Soph is like you.. why don't you die too?"

My mother flinched at my words and I saw the tears fill her eyes

But I felt nothing but a wide grin spread across my face.. It was the first time I'd caught the great amazon off guard.